Today is 27th Rejab and I attended a talk on Israk and mikraj. I also read a few related postings in a few blogs.. I read the same article over and over again over the years every time 27th Rejab surfaces. Each time I read it I felt that the facts are still fresh to me. This year, as I mellow with age, my feelings is touched by the very same facts. I almost shed my tears thinking that I have not done enough to deserve Allah's heaven but at the same time, I do not think I am able to bear Allah's hell fire..
The Ustaz mentioned about not many people cry when reciting 'zikr' or 'istighfar'... O Allah.. I have cried a lot in my prayers these days.. I felt extremely grateful to YOU for answering most of my prayers.. I sometimes think that I don't deserve what YOU granted me but again I strongly believe that YOU will answer my sincerest prayers.. I always believe that YOU are so bountiful and merciful... I will continue praying and hope that YOU will never stop answering my prayers...
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