Teary eyes ... I am writing to pour out my feelings.
Celebrating life and being grateful to Allah for all the blessings ... but being very human of me, I am feeling alone.. though being surrounded by five children and a granddaughter every single day..
Life is just so different without you Honey.. I am yet to overcome missing you every single day..
I didn't expect to feel like this.. who would anyway.. you went away so suddenly .. leaving me helpless and lonely.
The children are so protective but I felt so much safer with only you protecting me.. oh Honey.. I miss you so much.
Only you (besides Allah) can understand and tolerate me..
Today I am feeling very upset with the children .. I can't face them. Alhamdulillah.. I have Allah to help me comfort my sadness.
I pray everyday that Allah will place you in comfort ... waiting for the time when we will be reunited.. insyaa Allah..
I will never stop loving you Honey..thank you for taking care of me for the past 31 over years...
You will always be in my prayers.. I hope you forgive me for giving you difficult times sometime...
